Neurotransmitters

Heart of my black
Broken shining shards 
Pierce my hesitant feet

There. See the lights?
Crashing into sound
Voices in maelstrom winds

If I die, you carve
Roses in the death-dance
Flying silk clover darts

Kaleidoscope
Cacophony brilliance
Never better, never worse

Bipolar brain
Spider tethers to earth
Bloody bliss fragmenting

Stone. Hold me fast. 
There. Feel it twining. 
Pulling my soul
Into brownish suffocation
And come back