Melodrama

My life is sped up, always everything goes too fast and too hard. I died, fell into dark, rebuilt, shattered, loved, hated, all so fast and so hard. Now I'm experiencing the joy of the new Christian, only sped up and accelerated. What next? I can say this, my life has never been boring. But why? Why would God make me like this? And how many others are the same way? Maybe everyone feels, believes, and does everything to the extreme like I do. Maybe I am not so different as it seems. Or am I? Why can't I know?

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God's will be done.

That's all I have to say about that.